Hello to all my readers. (: Okay today's topic is about my O'level Chinese paper that i will be sitting for tomorrow morning. Ohmygosh, the day i have been waiting has "finally arrived", how wonderful. Okay, truthly, millions of thoughts are running through my mind now. I still can't convince myself that I had prepared well enough for tomorrow's big exam. As what my tuition teacher told me, I am definitely lacking in confidence. Of course, I did as many practices as i could, but is it enough? Perhaps i shouldn't be thinking about that right now, considering the fact that TOMORROW is my paper, how ridiculous i am. Never mind, sometimes people just forgot to use their brain right?

Today's assignment: 1)Read sample compositions and revise through the format and ideas.
2)Sleep by 9pm. (I think I'm mad)
3)Check through the things that I have to bring tomorrow 50 times.
Of course, no more studying/reading after 6pm. I must relax~ There's no point to freak out today. (: Just do my best! Come on believe in yourself, that's what I keep telling myself, but sadly, that negative part of me just takes over sometimes. I guess I need someone to give me courage and confidence, just like most teenagers. Okay back to reading now, bye!

Hello everyone. It's been a long time since i posted on this blog. in fact, i totally forgot all about it. 0.0 I couldn't even remember creating this blog. Wow, i have such a "great"memory. HAHA. Anyway, i have now come to an important point of my life, which is the wonderful O
'levels! (: "Wow, i seriously can't wait for it to arrive. " Okay just shut up. Most people will say, "Come on, why do you think so negatively?" Maybe they're right, i should ask myself this question more oftenly, " Why do i think so negatively?"

Okay enough crap, lets talk about serious stuffs. For example? I don't know, homework? SYF? Talking about homework, I've been drowned by a pile of amath and emath homework. Suddenly, i realised that it's all about MATH MATH MATH. Although i personally do love math a lot, but sometimes i feel that i i can't manage to do other stuffs because there are too much math homework. Nontheless, what can i do? In the end, the teachers wiill say,"It's for your own good, blablabla."Okay, it's undeniable that it is beneficial for us, but sometimes i just want to shout it out to them, " Can you just give us a break?" Nevermind shut up once again. Sincerely, i do appreciate all my teacher's effort, especially my amath teacher, she cares a lot about our future and our results. Yet, we treated her like some sort of shit. Therefore, i would like to apologize to her on behalf of my class. Sometimes, i do wonder if anyone in my class have similar thoughts as i do. Okayokay, you guys must be bored, talking about school and studies.

Now to change the topic to a whole new level. (: Besides my studies, an important part of my life is also my cca, which is choir. (: Anyone who is close to me will know that i'm extremely committed to my cca. ^.^It's like i'm willing to do anything for it. The reason why i'm so enthusiastic, is because i love singing! i want to improve my voice and sing better. Apparently, my voice really did improve. (: Okay, i'm not showing off here, don't misunderstand me. Actually, i did thought of choosing music as my career but due to my parents sort of "disapproval", my dream career was dismissed. Hence, i've decided to search for another one. However, until now, i still have not succeeded in searching for one. Well, nevermind, my father always tells me that the most important thing is to get the results first. You can do the thinking at the later part. True. I agree. So far, almost 2 months of this year, 2011 has passed and my time is running out. 0.0 That's extremely scary. I'm not joking. My father always reminds me about the time, he keeps saying that i should stop wasting my time, if not i'll REGRET it. AHHH! Why must i be 16? NO! i should say, yes i'm 16! I can finally get to experience the incredible O'levels! If 10 students hear that, i'm sure 9 out of 10 will say, " Have you eaten the wrong medicine today?" And they'll give me the lame look. Fine whatever. I'm just trying to help myself out here. But one thing very saddening is that, before Chinese New Year, i got a grip of the momentum, i yearn to learn and study, but now, what has happened? It's all gone. ZERO. It can be represented by a huge fire, burning at full blast at the start, and even before proceeding to the next stage, it's already gone. How weak! Yes i should scold myself, such weak mindset! How could i let myself crumble to the ground like this? Wake up wake up! Your brain is sleeping! Speaking of brain, i learnt something about it recently. My choir conductress taught us to use our brain to sing, and guess what, everything was in place. 0.0 The pitches, my tone and my face. It just came to me naturally. Don't tell me i have not been using my brain for the past 15 years of my life? How terrible can that be. She also said we should use our brain to study and listen in class, and we would have straight As. I definitely believe her. Hey! How did i lead back to studying again? Oh no, i'm terribly sorry.

I promise i will not talk about studies anymore. PROMISE. Speaking about choir, we're having a concert soon! In about one month's time! I'm terribly afraid and nervous yet excited! Although we still have a lot of things to do, i believe in this choir, i trust we will be able to finish everything by that day. We must have faith! We must persevere through this tough battle! But of course, at the same time, we must enjoy, and that is when we will be able to strive to do our best! Despite all the sweat and tears, i believe we will do well in SYF and the concert. I can't think negatively, or else everything will be just as horrible as it is now. I really hope everyone can just cooperate and put in their hearts and souls in singing! GO CHOIR GO! Okay, i guess i've written a whole lot of things today. It feels really good to type out my heart-felt feelings, so i should do this more often! I still have extra classes tomorrow morning, so i better take a good night's rest in preparation for tomorrow's lessons! I have to use my brain to listen in class! Wish me good luck for the upcoming weeks guys! I hope all is good for you all too! TATA~

Hello guys! I'm about to leave my home in a few hours time! At around 7 pm. (: I'll be back in Singapore after 7 days! (: Melbourne here i come!! I miss my sister so much! Luckily she's coming back next year! Woohoo! She can help me with my O'levels. :D i love you sis! (: And i miss you, here i come! Just wait!^.^

Hello! Today i shall post before starting on my never-ending homework! HAHA! Yesterday i managed to finish one comprehension and composition. (So proud of myself, haha, joking. :D) For today, i'm going to finish revising all the topics that i have learnt for chemistry and physics (3 topics left for each subject! (: ) and i'm going to start on the homework for both subjects! I think i'll be able to finish it. (: Other than these, i'm going to do english too! I hope. :D Maybe i will do one situational writing. :D haha, i'm not sure. I'm just so lazy! >.< My chinese teacher didn't come yesterday so i have tons of chinese homework that i have not done! ): How? And guess what, i'm leaving for Australia this Tuesday. Oh my gosh i'm so dead. Furthermore, when i come back from my trip, i will only be left with 1 week to complete all my homework! I'm so dead. Why did i procrastinate since the start of the holidays? My learning attitude seriously sucks. Well mainly because i have so many cca practices and tuitions that affected me from focusing on my homework. Well anyway, time is rushing out and i have to treasure the time left. So enough chitter-chatter, homework here i come! But of course after i have finished posting! :P

Okay the next thing that I'm going to talk about is the trip to Australia! I'll be leaving this Tuesday (14th ) and i'll be back on the 23th. (: I'll try my best to borrow my sister's laptop and come online! I'll definitely miss my best buds, Abigail and Angeline! So don't worry guys, i'll definitely try my best to contact both of you! I love you guys! ^.^ Of course my other primary best buds, Doris, Xinting and Meifang. HAHA. Anyway i had the time of my life with Doris yesterday! All those good times! (: Well, hope i will be able to meet up the other too gals soon! Of course for the rest of my friends too! CHAO~(: I'll post again when i'm back, and if i can, i'll post pictures too! ^.^ Most of the time, i'm lazy, haha ! But don't worry, the pictures will be on facebook. (: Okay I've spent too much time posting! I shall go do my homework now, see you guys! Till then! (:

Hello! I'm back! (: I'm currently downloading all the necessary stuffs onto my brother's computer! He re-format the computer for me, and it's like brand new! I'm so happy! Now I don't need to use that slow, lagging laptop of mine! (: These few days, I've been extremely busy! For the past 3 days, I was busy the whole day! On Thursday, I had 3 tuitions! How scary is that? Then on Friday, i had choir from 8-12pm. After that, I stayed back in school till about 3 cause i had a meeting with my teacher and i had to complete my assignment! Even Miss Serene (my school's staff) was like, it's holiday! Haha! I totally agree, but one thing good is that we will not drag our homework till the last week of school! Ain't it good? (: Well, speaking of homework makes me puke! Haha, i feel nauseatic whenever i think of the pile of homework lying on the table, waiting to be done! Oh my gosh, one month of the holidays had already passed! How fast is that? I still have many things to do! NO! I'm in deep trouble. )): Well, i shall not waste anymore time, time is precious! I have to treasure every minute and second of it! (I know i may sound crazy, i am, cause i have learned some precious values from my dear father and I'm going to be like him! ) Okay, I'm going to do some meaningful stuff now, haha! Just kidding! I will post again in the near future! Bye!

Hello guys! I'm back, after a long long time! HAHA! Sorry about that.... I don't really have much to post these days. ^^ Anyways, I have bad progress in my homework. )): I have only finished Emath and have only started on Amath today. Never mind! I will work hard! I hope.)): I hate it when i procrastinate, that makes me such a lousy person. ); Forget it, lets not be negative here! Finally i can feel my brain getting tired. I don't know why but these few days, i can't really get to sleep these few nights. Whenever i want to rest, my mind just doesn't want to rest, it keeps going on and on. So when i close my eyes, i just keep thinking of things. It is really frustrating and tiring! I would keep thinking of those unwanted things until i fall asleep, and i would get up extremely tired the next day.... Okay enough chattering, i better stop before i can't stop typing! Anyway, I'm getting tired, so i'll post till here today! Hope i have a good night sleep tonight! (: Sweet dreams!

Hello my friends~ Or rather, my readers!! (: It's been a long long time since I've posted on my blog, so here i am today! Okay enough of the crap, it's been 2 weeks since the start of the holidays, and I'm so enjoying my sleep! Oops, and i think I've gain a whole lot of weight! Oh my gosh, this is very very bad! Okay, one good thing is I've started on my homework, but only math! HAHA! I've only done trigonometry and the textbook questions 10.1-10.4 of course unlike someone* who has attempted all the math homework! Is that crazy or what?! Okay let's not bother about her too much! Anyway, I've been busy these few days on choir stuff, we're singing 20 songs people.0.0 Is that scary or is that scary?! However, surprisingly our we achieved quite a lot, our target was to practice 6 songs in 3 and a 1/2 hours, and we somehow managed to do it! ^^ My group recorded down our part too! I hope they will practice diligently at home! Come on alto,we can do it! (: I'm having extra guitar lessons later too, from 3.30-5.00pm. Then after that i must start my other math homework too! ^^ Okay that's all for today peeps! I'll again! But i won't know when! HAHA!